falling apart.

Do you know that moment when you start to feel everything is falling apart? That moment when you feel that nothing is the same any more. He is still there, but it's different. And you feel you are pushing to much and becoming annoying? Right now I feel that and I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say...
People say that first of all, after you think whatever you want to be for him, whatever you want this to be, you need to feel good with yourself, you need to be good with yourself. But what if I need him for that? What if I just don't know what to let him go? Even I hadn't him in fact?
What if he as already change my world and make it his world? What if?

What if it doesn't work any more? What? Why?

Dream Girl